Days become weeks. Weeks become years.

Today is gorgeous outside. The most beautiful time of day is right after the sun comes up. 7am walk with Gordy watching the ducks in my pajamas. I'm so lucky to live here where I have nature out my backdoor, walking distance to water, trees, a trail, and birds singing in the morning. I hope you have a wonderful day. 

     This explains a lot and has nothing to do with Democrat or Republican. It is fact. Tom Horne was the Arizona Attorney General in 2010 - 2011 when I reported my son's abuser to the Attorney General's office. The police wouldn't do anything so I had to go to the AZ AG for help. I pushed and pushed for an arrest. I wrote letters and showed them the horrifying images I found. All child abuse was completely ignored. Not only ignored but revenge was taken on us by the state involving our 18 month old baby. Nobody would listen to us and being that our complaint was against the state, no Arizona attorney would take our case. Twelve years later I find this in the news: https://www.azfamily.com/2022/08/26/az-head-schools-candidate-defends-disgraced-ex-lawmaker-working-his-campaign/ Arizona superintendent candidate Tom Horne defended one of his campaign workers, David Stringer, who is accused of child sex crimes and made racist speeches. By Morgan Loew Published: Aug. 26, 2022 at

May 2022      Three nights in a row of really bad nightmares about my ex husband, Dan taking my oldest son from me. On and on about courts, being tricked etc. The nightmare plot on repeat is Dan following me, jumping out at me and terrifying me. Dan's mom has Rider while he's telling me the only way to see Rider again is if we stay married.  I'm telling him he's a pedophile and I saw the pictures. Then I look for the pictures but can't find them and nobody believes me. Then I get a dishonorable discharge from the military for lying about it all.     My husband had to wake me up every few minutes the past few nights. I got up and ate but the nightmares continued when I went back to sleep. I should try staying up even if it's 4am. Maybe I should go to the gym even if it's 3 or 4am. I could go do some cardio, come home and go to sleep. That would take some effort but I really should try it.       Mother's Day 2022 -  I spent the $20 for an online people sea