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Love and protection

     I miss you so much. I woke up this morning with my heart sunk into my stomach. I can't breathe but I have to get up. I'm stuck on those cold Colorado mornings when you were a baby and I would bundle you up so cute. It was just me and you. I took you everywhere. We went to Target everyday. We went to the gym. They put you in the swing while I taught spin class. I remember picking you up after my class. I was so happy to see you. I was in amazement and couldn't wait to hold you. That was the longest hour. I thought about you the whole time. I picked up out of the swing and you spit up on me. I remember the daycare worker telling me it was good I looked good in gray.      There was a girl in my spin class who had horses. She invited me to riding and I finally agreed. She had a beautiful place and I went once. Horseback riding is one of my favorite things. I had a great time but couldn't stand to be apart from my baby. I brought you with me to jury duty. They reprimand
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It's Going To Be A Beautiful Day

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Today is gorgeous outside. The most beautiful time of day is right after the sun comes up. 7am walk with Gordy watching the ducks in my pajamas. I'm so lucky to live here where I have nature out my backdoor, walking distance to water, trees, a trail, and birds singing in the morning. I hope you have a wonderful day. 
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Tom Horne is Arizona's republican nomination for the state’s highest education post and hires a convicted pedophile to manage his campaign.

     This explains a lot and has nothing to do with Democrat or Republican. It is fact. Tom Horne was the Arizona Attorney General in 2010 - 2011 when I reported my son's abuser to the Attorney General's office. The police wouldn't do anything so I had to go to the AZ AG for help. I pushed and pushed for an arrest. I wrote letters and showed them the horrifying images I found. All child abuse was completely ignored. Not only ignored but revenge was taken on us by the state involving our 18 month old baby. Nobody would listen to us and being that our complaint was against the state, no Arizona attorney would take our case. Twelve years later I find this in the news: https://www.azfamily.com/2022/08/26/az-head-schools-candidate-defends-disgraced-ex-lawmaker-working-his-campaign/ Arizona superintendent candidate Tom Horne defended one of his campaign workers, David Stringer, who is accused of child sex crimes and made racist speeches. By Morgan Loew Published: Aug. 26, 2022 at
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May 2022

May 2022      Three nights in a row of really bad nightmares about my ex husband, Dan taking my oldest son from me. On and on about courts, being tricked etc. The nightmare plot on repeat is Dan following me, jumping out at me and terrifying me. Dan's mom has Rider while he's telling me the only way to see Rider again is if we stay married.  I'm telling him he's a pedophile and I saw the pictures. Then I look for the pictures but can't find them and nobody believes me. Then I get a dishonorable discharge from the military for lying about it all.     My husband had to wake me up every few minutes the past few nights. I got up and ate but the nightmares continued when I went back to sleep. I should try staying up even if it's 4am. Maybe I should go to the gym even if it's 3 or 4am. I could go do some cardio, come home and go to sleep. That would take some effort but I really should try it.       Mother's Day 2022 -  I spent the $20 for an online people sea
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Gordy at the dog park

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Gordy loves my new SUV.

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Wedding Day

We met in June 2007 and today, 15 years later we're getting married. 10 years ago I thought I'd be having a wedding with my kids and Gabe's son in it but as the years passed that thought faded. Now I've learned that life can not stop. The only person will be Gabe's dad, a hired witness and a mobile wedding officiate. That's all we need. My trainer said she would come and be a witness but I know she's busy and that's okay. Gabe's cousin and uncle would like to be here but it's not easy getting people together so we're moving forward. 
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